1. |
1992
02:35
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I went a full summer
I hardly could tell
my friends didn’t notice
I hid it so well
I gave up
I gave up
I tried to quit drinking
This January
So did everyone else
We all saw soberly
It was wrong
It was all wrong
So this time next year
Ask me what it was for
Sleepwalking through life
Trying to feel something more
And when you ask me why
I’m feeling this way
I can tell you for certain
That some things don’t change
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2. |
Incomplete
03:53
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Something's wrong with me
I have everything I need
Food and air to breath
Still I feel so incomplete
Give me something that I'm missing
Give me songs and I won’t listen
Give me just enough to break
and I’ll give everything away
Somethings happening
Deep inside of me
Fall apart at anything
Crash my car into the beach
Still i feel so incomplete
With the ocean at my feet
My own makeshift submarine
It's all temporary
Had some plans that all got wasted
Had some words but I erased them
Half my energy is drained
All that’s left is filled with pain
It gets harder every day
Just to force myself awake
I don’t think the pills are working
Think I’m permanently broken
Am I permanently broken?
Is this permanent?
Something's happening
Deep inside of me
Fall apart at anything
Crash my car into the beach
Still i feel so incomplete
With the ocean at my feet
My own makeshift submarine
It's all temporary
Looking out at all the stars
Salt water could heal these scars
Swimming out beyond your reach
Fill the gaps in finally
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3. |
Sometimes
02:32
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It's funny how much trouble I have with myself sometimes
It's not easy just to be me when so much of what that means feels so wrong
I know that's a bad thought
I have those sometimes
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4. |
Space Cadet Mind
02:39
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I take my time when I get up to leave
another night of perfect moments for me
we’re here to keep each other sane
and ease the pain that we collect most days
Fighting to fall asleep again
I’m finding comfort in my friends
I know we’ll make it through
and I’ll ignore those
deep feelings of regret for lost time
wasted by space cadet mind
I never try too hard cuz I’m so sure that I’m so smart
I’m seeking shelter in the truth that I can always talk to you
I’m never down and out as long as I can ask for help
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